Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy Fucking New Year


Yep, this is how I begin the new year...with TOM. Son of a BITCH!!! I went to do deadlifts today and what I easily pull 185-205 lbs was like not there AT ALL!!! I could only get 165x3. Seriously. And then nothing after that. I had to drop on most of my other weights as well except for my upper body stuff. I ended up adding straight-leg deadlifts to finish smoking my legs since I could not pull what I was supposed to get today for sumo DL's. Grrrr......and I am bleeding just so damn heavy again. I have my period all the time it seems. Went and got checked out about this and nothing is wrong with me. Seriously? Nothing? So some women just bleed like a stuck pig way more often than other women? And that is normal??? Really??? Well fuck you medical community. And I asked about getting something to stop my periods and was told I would bleed for about 6 mos straight before they stopped. Well....um...fuck you again. I am not NOT going to take away from my training anymore than I have to and 6 mos straight of bleeding is just ridiculous. But I understand men are more important....make sure, Mr. Big Medical Community, that you go and make a whole new pill for making a man's dick bigger cuz that is what I really need right now. AAAgh!!!!! If I wasn't bleeding all the live long month I WOULD want a man who used one of your stupid penis pills but what good does it do me NOW????

5 comments:

  1. Oh! :( ((((HUGS))))

    I'm so sorry. :( Are you on any type of BC now? I'm on the Nuva Ring right now. I take it out every 3 weeks and then put a new one in right away. I don't bleed at all. Is anything like that an option? I used to take Seasonale, but it seriously killed my libido- so... it was pointless. Made me abstinent, so I guess it worked great. :P One last thought...
    I have a book called "Its My Ovaries, Stupid". FANTASTIC book. SOOOOO helpful. I highly recommend it. You mentioned elsewhere about some other things and this MD says that most women should never be put on certain meds because really its their hormones messing things up, not their neurotransmitters. Check it out if you get a chance.

    I hope that you get something figured out. It totally sucks to start the year this way. :(

    ((HUGS))

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  2. Thanks, Hill!!!! I am a traditional midwife so I have TONS of books about all my "female" parts LOL! I tend to go more traditional herbal routes in the past (no BC, just NFP) but now I am not planning more children and hubby is fixed so I can do BC and not risk it as an abortifacient. I have tried every freaking herb known to ease women and NONE has worked, tried essential oils, homeopathy, etc....none of it worked. I am just glad I have NO signs of cancer and am very healthy otherwise. My mom and sisters (who all used BC in the past and all were sexually active early on) have had ovarian/cervical/breast cancer and total hysterectomy. So far so good for me....I am going to look up your book! Here I come Amazon!!!!:)

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  3. Dan you make me laugh! I know how you feel, I am the same way I get my peropid for at least a week and sometimes it comes twice a month...shitty!

    I dont use BC cause it screws around with my body too much. If you ever find the natural remidy let me know...lol

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  4. LOL, you are HILARIOUS!! HA, love that pic...NOT! I bet you are doing much better now. I was on mine too around that time. SUCKS!

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  5. omg LOLOLOL! This is an awesome post! Love that pic too!

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